Trust The Process

 I find it absolutely amazing that with all our imperfections, self doubts and recently popular self destructive ways; God still keeps to His promises. If you know anything about being a Christian you will know that your level of faith is forever growing and constantly tested. And that faith cannot exist without trust. 

Trust being the scale to be honest. I know who God is and I know that He performs miracles everyday but would He really do that for me? Those visions I get every night, the promises of a wondrous and fulfilling life. In the middle of a pandemic? I realize that I question His promises not because I don't trust or have faith in His word, its simply because I find it hard to think of myself as a David or Ruth.

Yes my nickname is Moses but that's about it, right? I don't evangelize, the praise and worship team would definitely kick me out and patience is a constant prayer point for me. So where exactly would I be contributing towards the Kingdom of God to the extent that He would splurge and dazzle me with all these blessings?

We then get the big revelation, trust the process. Just because you are not up in podiums preaching, constantly sharing bible verses or posting viral christian content doesn't mean God won't work on you or through you. No one is an extra on earth, not even an ant. Yes, pray for direction and fast for your purpose to be revealed but do not let your walk seem meaningless nor your relationship with God a transaction. Some are born knowing exactly how they will serve and some of us just need an extra push or a serendipitous moment. 

Be kind to yourself in your walk of faith, not everyone is going to slay lions or walk on open flames. The promptings of the Holy Spirit can never be ignored and when your time to bedazzle comes, you will definitely do the needful. And do not let yourself be an Israelite that rejected God's vision and promises, depriving your future generations from entering the land of milk and honey, because the journey seemed to be taking too long.